Wednesday, June 18, 2008

just another day ey?



My thoughts are mostly my daughters is she ok ? or Michael Jackson would say "Annie are you O.K., are you O.K. Annie, Annie are you O.K...." we wake up together we share our dreams
mine are a bit advanced I'm sure. I'm the biggest baddest person she knows and nothing I do can be wrong to her things that make me unhappy she will never know she just smiles...the biggest baddest smile ever. For Just that moment I feel happy happy that she's happy.
I take her for walks and everyone adores her then I wonder whats wrong with me? My hair my clothes or maybe its not about me anymore but her. Her future her hair her clothes. I'm stuck
stuck in a house I don't like very much stuck with forces I have no control over stuck with pain
pain that I want to end forever! And everday is just why? why me?I do enjoy the changing seasons the extreme of winter to spring and hot summer where life comes full force with JOY! WE HAVE WAITED SO LONG DONE ARE TIME INSIDE, PLAYED EVERY VIDEO GAME THEY HAVE COME OUT WITH WE WANT MORE MORE SUNSHINE MORE MEMORIES TO CHERISH MORE FRIENDSHIP MORE COMMUNICATION MORE LONG WALKS WITH YOUR BUDDIES MORE MOTHERS THAT HAD A GOOD DAY WITH THEIR CHILDREN MORE COOKOUTS MORE HOTDOGS HOT OFF THE GRILL WE WANT TO PLAY WE HAVE EARNED IT! Enjoy and remember to kiss your love whomever that may be it's good for you life belongs to you too not just the new generation that rules the streets and sidewalks but to you to me it's not easy nothing worth having is work hard smile at a stranger be kind do thing gently and thank GOD!!!! For babies, fast cars and whaTEVER HE DOES FOR YOU!

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