http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/long-distance-love-note/

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/long-distance-love-note/

timeless...too honest?

I always thought I would be somebody or do somthing great with my life as far back as I could remember I hung pictures of models all over my room and sang along to to hot new songs the quest for greatness was my guide and I wanted to be noticed and accepted I think that dream came to a end when I entered highschool and relize I'm an mexican, italian, german, chic with no friends and no cool clothes. I once found a bright orange book in the trash the title SURVIVAL
eachletter representing something in surviving I won't list them all but one letter or 2 sticks out to me and I think about it often one of the I's means improvice that has helped me alot and one of the V's stands for value life! how important those to letters are and what they represent llife in its self is survival more so for some some people are given a heavy cross to bare others sail through life like a cool breeze able to conqure there battles with ease. Maybe its the tools we are given as children and are response to what life throws at us that we are able to climb out of the pitfalls of life dust ourselves off and try again. Maybe its when we get to comfortable to set to easy that life becomes hard.

just another day ey?

My thoughts are mostly my daughters is she ok ? or Michael Jackson would say "Annie are you O.K., are you O.K. Annie, Annie are you O.K...." we wake up together we share our dreams
mine are a bit advanced I'm sure. I'm the biggest baddest person she knows and nothing I do can be wrong to her things that make me unhappy she will never know she just smiles...the biggest baddest smile ever. For Just that moment I feel happy happy that she's happy.
I take her for walks and everyone adores her then I wonder whats wrong with me? My hair my clothes or maybe its not about me anymore but her. Her future her hair her clothes. I'm stuck
stuck in a house I don't like very much stuck with forces I have no control over stuck with pain
pain that I want to end forever! And everday is just why? why me?I do enjoy the changing seasons the extreme of winter to spring and hot summer where life comes full force with JOY! WE HAVE WAITED SO LONG DONE ARE TIME INSIDE, PLAYED EVERY VIDEO GAME THEY HAVE COME OUT WITH WE WANT MORE MORE SUNSHINE MORE MEMORIES TO CHERISH MORE FRIENDSHIP MORE COMMUNICATION MORE LONG WALKS WITH YOUR BUDDIES MORE MOTHERS THAT HAD A GOOD DAY WITH THEIR CHILDREN MORE COOKOUTS MORE HOTDOGS HOT OFF THE GRILL WE WANT TO PLAY WE HAVE EARNED IT! Enjoy and remember to kiss your love whomever that may be it's good for you life belongs to you too not just the new generation that rules the streets and sidewalks but to you to me it's not easy nothing worth having is work hard smile at a stranger be kind do thing gently and thank GOD!!!! For babies, fast cars and whaTEVER HE DOES FOR YOU!